1 post tagged “disappoint”

I'm kinda disappointed in myself with the way I am on camera on Youtube, the real me isn't showing through. I'm so introverted and shy and now that's catching up to me. I can barely finish a sentence without pausing, it's so aggravating. I can't believe I can't do something as simple as be myself in front of the camera. I feel like such a failure, maybe I should have just stuck with this text journal here, at least my grammar is pretty good.